I have to quit baseball now

 I have just received the first grade card of my high school. I did not expect to get high scores since the test of my school is known to be tricky. But I could not just give up the GPA so I decided to concentrate on few subjects that I do have a shot at.  I had to get at least a B+ on 3 subjects including English (since I have studied abroad at Canada)

 As you can realize, from the gloomy title and so that I was not be able to achieve anything. I thought that I did not screw the English, but I did. I am freaking out of this moment to see the report card…. Of course this is only the first test out of 4 I take this year, but with this kind of results, making my mental anxious, I think I have to control my habbits and schedules.

That’s why I made my mind to quit watching baseball. I think I watched too many baseball in test term. It will take a lot of will power for me to achieve this, the power which I lack. May be that’s why I am watching baseball as of this moment too……damn